Monday, September 20, 2010
Things I'd love to do....
1. Sign a deal with GOD to make the day for 36 hours instead of 24...! So that I get 12 more hours with my friends :)
2. Work on a R&D project with Haldirams so as to make tasty food calorie-free.
3. Work as much AS POSSIBLE.
4. And the rest of my time goes in spending my earnings, on FOOD, shopping...and gifts...!! In finding the most ideal gift for every person close to me...so that they always remember how stupid I'm!
5. Work with the ECC 2012 batch as much as possible, and make them actualise their potentials to the best.
6. Sort out all issues with anyone and everyone. Staying as harmoniously as possible.
7. Ask GOD for 2 more days in weekend...!! So that I could stay at home and at VMC for 2 days each every weekend...! and the rest 5 days in iit...!!! Perfect life that would be...!!!
8. get some rules enforced that make outgoing free...! Aso that i can be always in touch...specially with the school friends...!!!
9. Buy a colony...! and get homes for all my friends there...!! No hostel system...all friends and their families stay together...!! wow...!!
10. Ask GOD to generate the best job opportunity for all my cousins in Delhi...!! So that all parents can live with sons and dughter-in-laws without a complaint...!!!
ABOVE ALL THIS...THANK YOU GOD. THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THIS LIFE. MOM AND DAD TO LOVE ME ALWAYS, NO MATTER HOW RIDICULOUS I MIGHT GET. FRIENDS WHO CARE, WHO AT TIMES HEAR THE UNSAID WORDS. ALL THE LUXURIES IN THIS LIFE. FOR MAKING ME A PART OF VM, FOR TELLING ME THAT YOU DO EXIST IN HUMAN FORM. FOR MAKING ME STRONG, BOLD, INDEPENDENT, CAREFREE AND DARING, and AT THE SAME TIME, INNOCENT, DEPENDENT, CARING, AND SOFT...!!! THANK YOU FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOUR LOVE IN SO MANY HUMAN FORMS...!!
P.S.: Surabhi, come back soon...!! I need you here...! Stupid girl...went to france at the worst times of my life...!! crazy girl...!!!!!!
P.S.2: Thank you all who had tolerated me during the sad phase...!! n i'm sure who have to face more of it...its surely not gone...!!!! :) :)
P.S.3: More to come.....
Monday, June 8, 2009
kuch khaas...
ab mausam itna zyada shayarana (poetic..!!) ho raha tha toh mujhe laga main bhi saaz ched hi dun..!! mera ek chottu sa namoona..(ekdum mere jaisa..!!)..!!
well its a dedication..to many ppl!!..kis kisko..padh ke samajh aa jaega..!!
here it is..
ek ajeeb khayal, jo dil mein sama gaya
ek ajeeb khayal, jo zindagi banke aa gaya
rishte khoon ki zanjeer nahin,
wo dhaage jinke liye dil mein hai jagah kahin.
apne wo hain jinhe humne har pal pukara,
na ki sirf wo jinke saath bachpan guzara.
yaar wahi jiske liye dil se yahi dua nikle
har kaam mein tujhe tera rab hi mile.
tere liye jab do shabd main bolun,
khushiyon ki nayi tarang mehsus karun;
sirf saath rehne ka ehsaas nahi,
par duriyon mein chupa pyaar bhi.
ye pyaar ki wo kadiyan hai,
jo dil se kabhi nahi tootti.
din aaye, din gaye,
lamhe beette gaye;
hum saath hase, roye bhi,
kal kuch the, shayad aaj nahin.
aaj kehne ko shabd kam hain,
par wo ehsaas abhi bhi hai-
kuch anokhapan hai jisme;
jo kabhi bachpan leke aata hai
aur dher saari yaadein de jaata hai,
par phir jab aaj dikhta hai
to yaad aata hai
beete lamhein phir nahin lautke aate.
chahe ho tum mera ateet
ya mere aaj ka sahara,
jab bhi yaad teri aayegi
dil se duaa yahi niklegi-
khushiyan saare sansaar ki,
sajawat bane teri zindagi ki.
aisa aaya ye ajeeb khayal-
apna kal yaad kara gya,
dil ko chhuke chala gya,
zindagi badalta chala gya.
*********************************
namoona kaisa laga..batana zaroor..
and thanks to the people..who have changed the stream of my thoughts..given me newer dimensions..newer viewpoints..n newer meanings to life..seems like i m starting afresh..ye post isi ka nateeja hai..!!
P.S.: got the best compliment ever...that i smile a lot...!! thank u... :)
well its a dedication..to many ppl!!..kis kisko..padh ke samajh aa jaega..!!
here it is..
ek ajeeb khayal, jo dil mein sama gaya
ek ajeeb khayal, jo zindagi banke aa gaya
rishte khoon ki zanjeer nahin,
wo dhaage jinke liye dil mein hai jagah kahin.
apne wo hain jinhe humne har pal pukara,
na ki sirf wo jinke saath bachpan guzara.
yaar wahi jiske liye dil se yahi dua nikle
har kaam mein tujhe tera rab hi mile.
tere liye jab do shabd main bolun,
khushiyon ki nayi tarang mehsus karun;
sirf saath rehne ka ehsaas nahi,
par duriyon mein chupa pyaar bhi.
ye pyaar ki wo kadiyan hai,
jo dil se kabhi nahi tootti.
din aaye, din gaye,
lamhe beette gaye;
hum saath hase, roye bhi,
kal kuch the, shayad aaj nahin.
aaj kehne ko shabd kam hain,
par wo ehsaas abhi bhi hai-
kuch anokhapan hai jisme;
jo kabhi bachpan leke aata hai
aur dher saari yaadein de jaata hai,
par phir jab aaj dikhta hai
to yaad aata hai
beete lamhein phir nahin lautke aate.
chahe ho tum mera ateet
ya mere aaj ka sahara,
jab bhi yaad teri aayegi
dil se duaa yahi niklegi-
khushiyan saare sansaar ki,
sajawat bane teri zindagi ki.
aisa aaya ye ajeeb khayal-
apna kal yaad kara gya,
dil ko chhuke chala gya,
zindagi badalta chala gya.
*********************************
namoona kaisa laga..batana zaroor..
and thanks to the people..who have changed the stream of my thoughts..given me newer dimensions..newer viewpoints..n newer meanings to life..seems like i m starting afresh..ye post isi ka nateeja hai..!!
P.S.: got the best compliment ever...that i smile a lot...!! thank u... :)
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
my first...!!
P.S.: this is a completely arbit article...written out of nostalgia...nostalgia that arose in my cyl tut today...!! the prof was saying some blah...blah...blah...was teaching the organic part of jee...and the person next to me (:P :P :P) was humming my favourite tune (see..he was equally bored of the class..!!)...and with all those benzene rings with some substituents on the board...i got occupied with the classes of organic@vm... And i ended up writing this...lol...!!
Did I actually move on? Have i forgot those people or am i acting like i have forgot them? Where did that closeness for those people in my heart vanish? is it the satisfaction of my new life thats dragging me away from the old? Or is it my friends who are pushing me away? Was it intentional or coincidental.. :P ?? What took me so long to settle in this “new” world...with so many new people...newer feelings...nice seniors... (Very recently i did realise they are very nice..!!..Nothing like I assumed them to be... :) )!! What kept me deprived of it? Was the inhibiting ‘force’ in me?? What took me so long to realise that there are so many wonderful people around me?? and now whats making me forget those wonderful people with whom i have been through the past years???!!! what dragging me...!!!!??? n where???!!! i m confused.... :O
Why is it that today I am moving, rather running away...literally running away from the people who meant life to me? How come can I spend days without even thinking about those people...people without whom I just couldn’t spend hours? Why is it that those sweet love-hate relationships have turned so blank? I do miss that part...I do miss you all...I know I always will...but yes, I don’t want to be back...it’s scary to be there again...!! And actually...the difference is in ME..!!!
With so many silly questions and practically no answers...i decide to get over them..with just one conclusion...for me, its a crave for love... and happiness...n satisfaction... :) !!
But anyways... there’s always good in everything that happens... and here I do realise what love and affection mean...what they mean to me...!! A slight act to show u care...a message...an off liner...any affectionate act...I did take a lot of time to realise that these little things in life matter...these small acts of benevolence... they make life special... truely said...live for the moments you cannot put into words...
Well...when I started out in 10th... I was a girl with barely any friends, and with barely any confidence...always stuck to music...and nature too...after almost three years, ends up exactly with the same...!! but with a difference...and the difference is ME... today, I am a bit more confident than what I was then...I have gained some maturity out of the incidences happened to me, and others around, and today I am more into me...surely I can say that I LOVE MYSELF... this feeling doesn’t strike me now that I am weak...and when it does, it vanishes sooner than doing any harm...lol...and yes I have control over myself...though a bit less ambitious than ever... :P
In everything...one thing that didn’t change...I didn’t stop loving...but I have stopped expecting...and made my life wonderful enough....hehehe...and one more thing...the VM spirit (sorry ankur, for taking this phrase from ur blog)...!!! I just cannot forget the people...the sentiments...the attachment...and I cannot forget anything...our first class of munna bhaiya...when we assumed him to be some fresher...who was trying his hands on teaching...he looked so cute...(even now he does..!!)!!!...memories of friends spending time together in the van...@ school, playing anything n everything...our D.E.1 class...when munna bhaiya wore that “complex is cool” T-shirt...when I just couldn’t get over that slogan...that just after ts-6, I got that slogan right on my room wall..!! The TS experience...the bus time..!! bade bhaiya talking in favour of the doctor involved in the kidney scandal...and me agreeing to him...the surprise class tests...the integration1 test...god...!!..bade bhaiya’s take on drinking, reshuffling (well..I’ve heard this time we don’t have any girl in the p-batch...did my words make a difference...does bade bhaiya think that all girls are as sentimental and stupidly emotional as me...!!)...the interference class...when chotte bhaiya went on to speak beyond studies...on life...infact I still do remember those interference questions, chotte bhaiya’s electrostatics class...they were so good that I can still teach any student this topic...our kinematics class...where we weren’t taught coz we didn’t come prepared for it...the rotation1 class...where we were told that we are the most useless creatures who are hoping to get into iit without any effort...my first conv with bhaiya... on holi...!!...the organic classes where bade bhaiya kept telling us what they wanted out us... the so called “good brains” of the country...bade bhaiya’s last class...the height of nostalgia that hung on to me...never knew that I’d be linked to them all...even after the jee...everything was just awesome...and its still so fresh...!!..Pallu bhaiya...vivek bhaiya...kiran di...alok bhaiya...aditya bhaiya...priyanshu sir...veeru bhaiya...and their never fading words...of guidance...of actual bliss...and of course sandeep bhaiya...my best friend at vm...I could share anything with him...there was nothing that made me think vm was just an institute for jee preparations...!!! if there’s someone from whom I have learnt to love and to care...its VM...I can see the same affection for every student in bade bhaiya’s eyes as he holds for his own daughters...and not just bade bhaiya...everyone there...just everyone...it still is my life...infact the only UNIVERSAL CONSTANT of my life BEYOND MY PARENTS is VM...!! Thanks bhaiya...for everything you’ve instilled in me...I owe a lot...my life, my present existence to you...!!...and yup...all you anti-VM community people...i’ll kill you...Literally...(bhai...this aint for u..!! tujhe sab allowed hai... :P :) )!!
Well...after I have moved out of vm...something more I have gained is happiness...!!..And learning to live the joys of life...!! And today the life I am in...It’s actually the best...!! And there are some people I do owe this happiness to:
• thanks snehil, for giving me this idea to express my gratitude to ppl....!!!!
• Undoubtedly, all the vm seniors, kiran di-for giving me the strength to accept and love this place, for supporting me in EVERYTHING I do here...had u not been there, I wouldn’t have loved this place the way I do it now...thanks di...for making me feel @ home even here...thanks for making me feel what it means to say... "WHATEVER I DO, I AM MY ACTION, IN MY TOTALITY"...thanks for those arbit gossips...for everything...!!...and pallu bhaiya...for all the time u spend talking to me in the insti...and shobhit bhaiya...!! Thank you all...
• Rohit, thanks for being the same rohit as you have ever been...nothing has changed you...you still lend me the same support as you’ve always done...
• Akshay...thanks for ur support...and concern...!! n sorry for my rudeness at times...!!
• Ankur...you’ve been a mentor, at all odd times...thanks for all ur advises...they’ve meant a lot...And have made a lot of difference too..!!
• Thanks KESHAV (more than 2 people call u keshav...in case u notice. :-)...though we say it sometimes only...but still...!! :P )...for letting me attend the MAL tut...: P...And for many more things u know..!! And akhil...for emphasising the real significance of ‘CHILL’..
• Thanks saumya...i love you dear...for all your concern...for you i am the same...and i‘ll be as i’ve ever been...!!
• Gaurav, himanshu, namita, damini, saumya, sukriti, vaibhav, akshat, sarthak and all my school friends...for making me feel i was special and giving me those priceless moments and loads of confidence...!!
• Surabhi...thanks sweety...rmbr that day in NRCVEE...u mentioned that I am myself more important than others...that to make others happy...i need to be happy...i really held on to those words...!!
• All my hostel-ites and my x-dandi (calling u dandi sounds better than cultu)...for believing that i can also work...hehehehe...promise, won’t ever let u down...!!
• And thanks to ma-pa...for everything...and to my siblings for making me believe that life is not a fairy tale...!!
P.S.: hey sukriti...sorry for the times i have misunderstood you and your actions...sorry girl...!! i do understand you were very right at your place in the steps you took..!!
P.S.: thanks to all the kailashites for making the HOUSE DAY...our first event...a grant success...thanks to our deco and fac team...and thanks to all my guests for being there...and bearing with my incompetence to manage things...!! thanks and sorry...!!
thanks for all the appreciation...!! :)
P.S.: Snehil... its Kiran DI and not Kiran D...!!!!
P.S.: the SATPURA house day...thanks ankur and akhil...it was one of the most remarkable events of my first year, whose memories i'll always cherish...!! the video was a true 'studappa'...and the theme was very cuteee....!!!!!!
Did I actually move on? Have i forgot those people or am i acting like i have forgot them? Where did that closeness for those people in my heart vanish? is it the satisfaction of my new life thats dragging me away from the old? Or is it my friends who are pushing me away? Was it intentional or coincidental.. :P ?? What took me so long to settle in this “new” world...with so many new people...newer feelings...nice seniors... (Very recently i did realise they are very nice..!!..Nothing like I assumed them to be... :) )!! What kept me deprived of it? Was the inhibiting ‘force’ in me?? What took me so long to realise that there are so many wonderful people around me?? and now whats making me forget those wonderful people with whom i have been through the past years???!!! what dragging me...!!!!??? n where???!!! i m confused.... :O
Why is it that today I am moving, rather running away...literally running away from the people who meant life to me? How come can I spend days without even thinking about those people...people without whom I just couldn’t spend hours? Why is it that those sweet love-hate relationships have turned so blank? I do miss that part...I do miss you all...I know I always will...but yes, I don’t want to be back...it’s scary to be there again...!! And actually...the difference is in ME..!!!
With so many silly questions and practically no answers...i decide to get over them..with just one conclusion...for me, its a crave for love... and happiness...n satisfaction... :) !!
But anyways... there’s always good in everything that happens... and here I do realise what love and affection mean...what they mean to me...!! A slight act to show u care...a message...an off liner...any affectionate act...I did take a lot of time to realise that these little things in life matter...these small acts of benevolence... they make life special... truely said...live for the moments you cannot put into words...
Well...when I started out in 10th... I was a girl with barely any friends, and with barely any confidence...always stuck to music...and nature too...after almost three years, ends up exactly with the same...!! but with a difference...and the difference is ME... today, I am a bit more confident than what I was then...I have gained some maturity out of the incidences happened to me, and others around, and today I am more into me...surely I can say that I LOVE MYSELF... this feeling doesn’t strike me now that I am weak...and when it does, it vanishes sooner than doing any harm...lol...and yes I have control over myself...though a bit less ambitious than ever... :P
In everything...one thing that didn’t change...I didn’t stop loving...but I have stopped expecting...and made my life wonderful enough....hehehe...and one more thing...the VM spirit (sorry ankur, for taking this phrase from ur blog)...!!! I just cannot forget the people...the sentiments...the attachment...and I cannot forget anything...our first class of munna bhaiya...when we assumed him to be some fresher...who was trying his hands on teaching...he looked so cute...(even now he does..!!)!!!...memories of friends spending time together in the van...@ school, playing anything n everything...our D.E.1 class...when munna bhaiya wore that “complex is cool” T-shirt...when I just couldn’t get over that slogan...that just after ts-6, I got that slogan right on my room wall..!! The TS experience...the bus time..!! bade bhaiya talking in favour of the doctor involved in the kidney scandal...and me agreeing to him...the surprise class tests...the integration1 test...god...!!..bade bhaiya’s take on drinking, reshuffling (well..I’ve heard this time we don’t have any girl in the p-batch...did my words make a difference...does bade bhaiya think that all girls are as sentimental and stupidly emotional as me...!!)...the interference class...when chotte bhaiya went on to speak beyond studies...on life...infact I still do remember those interference questions, chotte bhaiya’s electrostatics class...they were so good that I can still teach any student this topic...our kinematics class...where we weren’t taught coz we didn’t come prepared for it...the rotation1 class...where we were told that we are the most useless creatures who are hoping to get into iit without any effort...my first conv with bhaiya... on holi...!!...the organic classes where bade bhaiya kept telling us what they wanted out us... the so called “good brains” of the country...bade bhaiya’s last class...the height of nostalgia that hung on to me...never knew that I’d be linked to them all...even after the jee...everything was just awesome...and its still so fresh...!!..Pallu bhaiya...vivek bhaiya...kiran di...alok bhaiya...aditya bhaiya...priyanshu sir...veeru bhaiya...and their never fading words...of guidance...of actual bliss...and of course sandeep bhaiya...my best friend at vm...I could share anything with him...there was nothing that made me think vm was just an institute for jee preparations...!!! if there’s someone from whom I have learnt to love and to care...its VM...I can see the same affection for every student in bade bhaiya’s eyes as he holds for his own daughters...and not just bade bhaiya...everyone there...just everyone...it still is my life...infact the only UNIVERSAL CONSTANT of my life BEYOND MY PARENTS is VM...!! Thanks bhaiya...for everything you’ve instilled in me...I owe a lot...my life, my present existence to you...!!...and yup...all you anti-VM community people...i’ll kill you...Literally...(bhai...this aint for u..!! tujhe sab allowed hai... :P :) )!!
Well...after I have moved out of vm...something more I have gained is happiness...!!..And learning to live the joys of life...!! And today the life I am in...It’s actually the best...!! And there are some people I do owe this happiness to:
• thanks snehil, for giving me this idea to express my gratitude to ppl....!!!!
• Undoubtedly, all the vm seniors, kiran di-for giving me the strength to accept and love this place, for supporting me in EVERYTHING I do here...had u not been there, I wouldn’t have loved this place the way I do it now...thanks di...for making me feel @ home even here...thanks for making me feel what it means to say... "WHATEVER I DO, I AM MY ACTION, IN MY TOTALITY"...thanks for those arbit gossips...for everything...!!...and pallu bhaiya...for all the time u spend talking to me in the insti...and shobhit bhaiya...!! Thank you all...
• Rohit, thanks for being the same rohit as you have ever been...nothing has changed you...you still lend me the same support as you’ve always done...
• Akshay...thanks for ur support...and concern...!! n sorry for my rudeness at times...!!
• Ankur...you’ve been a mentor, at all odd times...thanks for all ur advises...they’ve meant a lot...And have made a lot of difference too..!!
• Thanks KESHAV (more than 2 people call u keshav...in case u notice. :-)...though we say it sometimes only...but still...!! :P )...for letting me attend the MAL tut...: P...And for many more things u know..!! And akhil...for emphasising the real significance of ‘CHILL’..
• Thanks saumya...i love you dear...for all your concern...for you i am the same...and i‘ll be as i’ve ever been...!!
• Gaurav, himanshu, namita, damini, saumya, sukriti, vaibhav, akshat, sarthak and all my school friends...for making me feel i was special and giving me those priceless moments and loads of confidence...!!
• Surabhi...thanks sweety...rmbr that day in NRCVEE...u mentioned that I am myself more important than others...that to make others happy...i need to be happy...i really held on to those words...!!
• All my hostel-ites and my x-dandi (calling u dandi sounds better than cultu)...for believing that i can also work...hehehehe...promise, won’t ever let u down...!!
• And thanks to ma-pa...for everything...and to my siblings for making me believe that life is not a fairy tale...!!
P.S.: hey sukriti...sorry for the times i have misunderstood you and your actions...sorry girl...!! i do understand you were very right at your place in the steps you took..!!
P.S.: thanks to all the kailashites for making the HOUSE DAY...our first event...a grant success...thanks to our deco and fac team...and thanks to all my guests for being there...and bearing with my incompetence to manage things...!! thanks and sorry...!!
thanks for all the appreciation...!! :)
P.S.: Snehil... its Kiran DI and not Kiran D...!!!!
P.S.: the SATPURA house day...thanks ankur and akhil...it was one of the most remarkable events of my first year, whose memories i'll always cherish...!! the video was a true 'studappa'...and the theme was very cuteee....!!!!!!
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